Wasting time

Last night I was in bed, waiting to drift to sleep. I got to thinking. I kinda wish I was like a “normal” person..lol. Well no one is exactly normal…but I wish I was like a person who structured their life practically. Goto college, pick a career direction and then g
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Birthdays

Today is my dad’s birthday. A great guy. He is tough but fair. April 7th was my 45th birthday. It was ok. Today I am looking back at my life. I had many failures, but also some nice successes. Two areas that I never really was good at were relationships and career. I do think I
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One day to New Years

It’s 12/30/2016. Hmm I woke up super early again as usual. For quite a long time, my sleep schedule has been pretty odd. I goto bed like a super old geezer. I try and stay up till 7pm. I am lucky if I do stay up that long. Earliest I allow myself to goto bed is around 5:45pm. I
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Christmas, New Years

Once again it’s Christmas Eve. I am currently ok. Things are going along. I am still not quite fully employed. Dunno, that has gotten me down a bit. I feel a bit of apathy seeping into my daily life. I am very grateful for a good family, a place to stay etc. I am diagnosed with
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October

It’s already October once again. We had an ok summer. Myself, my mom and my dad and sister. Last early May, my mom dad and myself went down to visit my dad’s sister (my aunt) in Florida. It was a nice visit. We helped her around the house. Cleaned the gutters, power washed
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Discouraged on the job market

I don’t understand it. I keep sending my resumes out to various jobs. My resume is up to date and I feel it’s formatted ok and I attach my URL for my “professional” photo portfolio website. I get absolutely no feedback or responses. The same thing goes for my e
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Beautiful, rainy Utah

I was just sitting behind my computer and going through the photos and video dashcam footage I took last May, 2015. I had the opportunity to take a two week vacation out West from Chicagoland. It was awesome. I was on the road for 16 days! I left my home on May 1st, 2015 and headed We
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Ride that highway in the sky

Ever since I quit my job at night, I have not been sleeping through the nights well. It’s been a few weeks now since I have not worked. I suppose my mind and body were used to being awake during the evening and early morning hours. I usually wake up three times during the night
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February freedom

Ah well. I don’t know where to start. February 10th, 2016 I became unemployed. It was a dead-end job that I rather not talk about. It was very depressing and the company was lousy. The only plus side was that it was close to home. I was not really spending too much money on gas
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